The Soundtracks
*I’m not listing any Ron/Hermione songs because
there are plenty of R/H sites out there listing shippy songs for them… I can’t
compete! (^-^)
Draco and Laura theme: Fuel
–Tina Dickow
I could have sworn I had you wrapped around
my finger/Could have sworn I had you eating out of my hand/I could have sworn I was the first the last the one the only/I Should have known that you're not easily persuaded/Should have known that you're not that easy to impress/Should have known that I'd be the one to lose my head and heart and marbles/I'm down on my knees/Shaking/Hardly breathing/I'm aching/Silently heating/When you're watching me like that/ Fuel to the fire/When you're touching me like that/Fuel to the fire/When you're kissing me like that/Fuel to the fire/And when we make love like this/I burn with desire/Fuel to the fire/Burning/So don't tell me you didn't mean for this to happen/You won't be here when I wake up/You gotta tell me that you will give in and out and over/That you're down on your knees/Fuel to the fire in me
Hayden and Ariana’s theme: Surrender
–Evanescence
Is this real enough for you/You were so confused/Now
that you've decided to stay/We'll remain together/You can't abandon me/You belong
to me/Breathe in and take my life in you/No longer myself only you/There's no
escaping me, my love/Surrender/Darling, there's no sense in running/You know
I will find you/Everything is perfect now/We can live forever/You can't abandon
me/You belong me/Breathe in and take my life in you/No longer myself only you/There's
no escaping me, my love/Surrender
If I were beautiful like you/
Oh the things I would do/
Those not so blessed would be crying out murder/
And I'd just laugh and get away with it too/
Like you do/
If I were beautiful like you/
I would never be at fault/
I'd walk in the rain between the rain drops/
Bringing traffic to a halt/
But that will never be/
That will never, never be/
Cause I'm not beautiful like you/
I'm beautiful like me
People can take everything away from you
/But they can never take away your truth/
But the question is.../
Can you handle mine?/
They say I'm crazy/
I really don't care/
That's my prerogative/
They say I'm nasty
/But I don't give a damn/
Getting boys is how I live/
Some ask me questions/
Why am I so real?
/But they don't undersand me
/I really don't know the deal about my sister/
Trying hard to make it right/
Not long ago
/Before I won this fight/
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me/
Why don't they just let me live?/
I don't need permission, make my own decisions/
That's my prerogative/
It's the way that I wanna live/
You can’t tell me what to do/
Don't get me wrong/
I'm really not souped/
Ego trips is not my thing/
All these strange relationships really gets me down/
I see nothing wrong in spreading myself around/It's the way that I wanna live/You can’t tell me what to do
why can't I live my life
without all of the things/
That people say
Love me two times, baby
/Love me twice today/
Love me two times, girl/
I'm goin' away/
Love me two times, girl/
One for tomorrow
/One just for today/
Love me two times
I'm goin' away/
Love me one time
I could not speak/
Love me one time/
Yeah, my knees got weak/
But love me two times, girl/
Last me all through the week
Lucretia [SF 10]: The Child is Gone -Fiona Apple
Darling, give me your absence tonight/
Take the shade from the canvas and leave the white/
Let me sink in the silence that echoes inside/
And don't bother leaving the light on/
'Cuz I suddenly feel like a different person/
From the roots of my soul come a gentle coercion/
And I ran my hand o'er a strange inversion/
A vacancy that just did not belong/
The child is gone/
Honey help me out of this mess/
I'm a stranger to myself/
But don't reach for me, I'm too far away/
I don't wanna talk 'cuz there's nothing left to say/
So my
Darling, give me your absence tonight/
Take all your sympathy and leave it outside/
'Cuz there's no kind of loving that can make this all right/
I'm trying to find a place I belong/
And I suddenly feel like a different person/
From the roots of my soul come a gentle coercion/
And I ran my hand o'er a strange inversion/
As the darkness turns into the dawn
I love the way you look at me/I feel the pain you place inside/you lock me up
inside your dirty cage/well I'm alone inside my mind/I'd like to teach you all
the rules/I'd get to see them set in stone/I like it when you chain me to the
bed/but then your secrets never shone/I need to feel you/You need to feel me/I
can't control you/You're not the one for me, no/I can't control you/You can't
control me/I need to feel you/so why's there even you and me? /I love the way
you rake my skin/I feel the hate you place inside/I need to get your voice out
of my head/Cause I'm that guy you'll never find/I think you know all of the
rules/there's no expressions on your face/I'm hope that some day you will let
me go/Release me from my dirty cage/ I love the way you look at me/I love the
way you smack my ass/I love the dirty things you do/I have control of you/I
need to feel you/You need to feel me/I can't control you/You're not the one
for me, no/I can't control you/You can't control me/I need to feel you/So why's
there even you and me.....
Harry and Kelly [DotDE 9]: Sadie Hawkins Dance -Relient K
All the girls in the bathroom talkin/who they gonna take to the Sadie Hawkins/My
ears are burnin but I kept on walkin/smile on my face and an air guitar rockin/The
Sadie Hawkins Dance/in my khaki pants/There's nothin better/oh oh oh/The girls
ask the guys/it's always a surprise/There's nothin better/baby do you like my
sweater?/ Sittin in the back of my next class nappin/gotta give a speech then
bow to the clappin/Told a funny joke got the whole class laughin/think I got
a tan from the light which I was baskin/Scan the cafeteria for some good seating/I
found a good spot by the cheerleaders eating/The quarterback asked me if I'd
like a beating/I said that's one thing I won't be needing/And since I'm rather
smart and cunning/I took off down the next hall running/Only to get stopped
by a girl so stunning/only to get stopped by a girl so stunning?/She said, "You're
smooth, and good with talkin./You go with me to the Sadie Hawkins"
Ginny and Draco [DotDE 11]: Cry Me a River -Justin Timberlake
You were my sun/You were my earth/But you didn't know all the ways I loved you,
no/So you took a chance/And made other plans/But I bet you didn't think that
they would come crashing down, no/You don't have to say, what you did,/I already
know, I found out from him/Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll
never be/ And don't it make you sad about it/You told me you loved me/Why did
you leave me, all alone/Now you tell me you need me/When you call me, on the
phone/Girl I refuse, you must have me confused/With some other guy/Your bridges
were burned, and now it's your turn/To cry, cry me a river/I know that they
say/That some things are better left unsaid/It wasn't like you only talked to
him and you know it/(Don't act like you don't know it)/All of these things people
told me/Keep messing with my head (Messing with my head)/You should've picked
honesty/Then you may not have blown it
Draco and Ron [DotDE 11/12]: Quicksand -Finger11
Slow sinking feeling kills the mood you're conveying/and it pulls me far down
below /it might be best if you go/can it not wait and hope for the best/will
it not stop a while to rest/I need to get up never mind cause I've done enough/the
world waits around /but I keep slipping and losing ground/do I not try so hard
so good/I can't keep changing just because you think I should/said all I need
to and you don't understand still/wish you saw picture my mind's eyes are deep
/and they're cynical/one taken four more kills the pain healing that sore/I've
taken what's left I took it all/and now you won't let me forget/the world waits
around /but I keep slipping and losing ground/do I not try so hard so good/I
can't keep changing just because you think I should/stop you're talking down/I
lack the strength to sit or stand/I lost my self confidence in the quicksand/
not now or ever/sink slowly my treasure
Ginny [DotDE 12]: Sleep to Dream -Fiona Apple
I tell you how I feel, but you don't care /I say tell me the truth, but you
don't dare /You say love is a hell you cannot bear /And I say gimme mine back
and then go there - for all I care /I got my feet on the ground and I don't
go to sleep to dream /You got your head in the clouds /And you're not at all
what you seem /This mind, this body, and this voice /Cannot be stifled by your
deviant ways /So don't forget what I told you /Don't come around /I got my own
hell to raise /I have never been so insulted in all my life /I could swallow
the seas to wash down all this pride /First you run like a fool just to be at
my side /And now you run like a fool /But you just run to hide /And I can't
abide /Don't make it a big deal, don't be so sensitive/ We're not playing a
game anymore /You don't have to be so defensive /Don't you plead me your case,
don't bother to explain /Don't even show me your face, 'cuz it's a crying shame
/Just go back to the rock from under which you came /Take the sorrow you gave
and all the stakes you claim - /And don't forget the blame
Draco and Laura [DotDE 14]: Losers -The Cardigans
Look at all these losers/You find them everywhere/They're fucked up and annoying/But
somehow you seem to care/It's easier to laugh/But something makes you stick
around/You can't watch from above/And keep your ten toes in the sand/You wish
that you were special/I'm just like you/Close your eyes/That'll be the day you'll
find those lies/Fold your ears/That'll be the day that you will hear/That'll
be the day you/Get back home/It's lonely to be strange/And you would never tell/That
you're one of these itches/You know it much too well/Losers are your weakness/They
will always touch your heart/You're touching me as well/'Cause I have always
been a part/You wish that you were special/I'm just like you
Laura [DotDE 17]: Step on Me –The Cardigans
Oh, I think you're standing/On my left foot/It's hurting, but that's OK/'Cause
I'm in your way/You'll break that foot that/You're standing on/I'll walk with
the other one/ Do what you want to do what you want to/Be what you want to be
what you want to/Go on and step on me/ You're free to have everything/You can
see, all that you want to be/Do what you want with me/Oh, I think you're spinning/Inside
my head/I think of you all the day/'Cause you're in my way/Oh, I think you're
holding/The heart of mine/Squeeze it apart, that's fine/Go ahead and step on
me
Laura (of Draco)/Harry (of Laura) [DotDE 19]:
Where Will You Go -Evanescence
You're too important for anyone/There's something wrong with everything
you see/But I, I know who you really are/You're the one who cries when you're
alone /Where will you go/with no one left to save you from yourself/you can't
escape/you don't want to escape /However did you manage to push away/from every
living thing you've come across/so afraid that anyone will hate you/you pretend
you hate them first /Where will you go/with no one left to save you from yourself/you
can't escape the truth/ I realize you're afraid/But you can't refrain from everything/you
can’t escape/you can't escape /I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands/is
it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone/I can hear you
when you whisper, but you can't even hear me screaming / I realize you’re afraid/But
you can't reject the whole world/You can't escape/You won't escape/You can't
escape/You don't want to escape
Draco (of Laura) [DotDE 20]: Right for Me –Justin Timberlake
I got plans tonight/And you, you know what I like/And you're approaching
me right/But I gotta make sure it's right for me/ I got plans tonight/And you,
you know what I like/And you're approaching me right/But you gotta work that
thing right for me/Little baby with the sun dress on/Looking so damn right you're
wrong/Make me wanna write my own little song for you/The way the thing just
wiggle in the air/Turn around and then you flip your hair/I could think of a
couple positions for you/Your wasting no time talking to me/Must be something
you want me to see/Well baby girl don't mind me if I do/So take the stage just
show me what you got/Feeling lucky let me touch your spot/Might be leaving with
me before the night is through/Your body's saying things I ain't never heard/You
did the shake-shake and I kinda went berserk/Gotta give it to you girl you're
one of a kind/When you took my hand up so calm/Touched it to your cherry lip
balm/A million nasty things went through my mind/So baby tell me what you're
doing later on/'Cause I'm thinking me and you could get along/ (You might be
right for me)
Draco (of Laura) [DotDE 20]: Whatever -Godsmack
And I wonder day to day /I don't like you anyway /I don't need your shit
today/You’re pathetic in your own way /I feel for you /Better fuckin' go away
/I will behave /I'm doing the best I ever did /I'm doing the best that I can
/Now go away /I don't need to fantasize /You are my pet all the time /I don't
mind if you go blind /You get what you get /Until you're through with my life
Laura [DotDE 20]: Walk Away -Christina Aguilera
What do you do/When you know something's bad for you/And you still can't let
go/I was naïve/Your love was like candy/Artificially sweet/I was deceived by
the wrapping/Got caught in your web/And I learned how to bleed/I was prey in
your bed/And devoured completely/Oh and it hurts my soul/'Cause I can't let
go/All these walls are caving in/I can't stop my suffering/I hate to show that
I've/Lost control 'cause I/I keep going right back/To the one thing that I need/To
walk away from/I should have known/That I was used for amusement/ Couldn't see
through the smoke/It was all an illusion/Now I've been licking my wounds/ But
the venom seeps deeper/We both can seduce/ But darling you hold me prisoner
/Oh I'm about to break/I can't stop this ache/I'm addicted to your allure/And
I'm fending for a cure/Every step I take/Leads to one mistake/I keep going right
back/To the one thing that I need/I can't mend/This torn state I'm in/Getting
nothing in return/What did I do to deserve/ The pain of this slow burn/And everywhere
I turn/Every time I try to grasp for air/I am smothered in despair/It's never
over/It seems I'll never wake from this nightmare/I let out a silent prayer/Let
it be over/Inside I'm screaming, begging pleading/No more.../Now what to do/My
heart has been bruised/So sad but it's true/Each beat reminds me of you/I said/I
need to get away from you/I need to walk away from you/ Only thing I need to
do/Is walk away from you
Laura [DotDE 20]: Going Under -Evanescence
Now I will tell you what I've done for you /50 thousand tears I've cried /screaming
deceiving and bleeding for you /and you still won't hear me /don't want your
hand this time I'll save myself /maybe I'll wake up for once /not tormented
daily defeated by you /just when I thought I'd reached the bottom /I'm dying
again I'm going under /drowning in you /I'm falling forever /I've got to break
through /I'm going under /Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies /so I
don't know what's real and what's not /always confusing the thoughts in my head
/so I can't trust myself anymore /I'm dying again /I'm going under /drowning
in you I'm falling forever /I've got to break through /So go on and scream /scream
at me I'm so far away /I won't be broken again /I've got to breathe I can't
keep going under
Ginny (of Draco) [DotDE 22]: Starting to Understand –Sun
Yanzi
Unbelievably, I didn't turn around/ At that cruelest moment/With silence, I
look at you as you walk away/ This is not like me/ The reason why a person is
sensitive is because/ She has clearly understood/ Love is changeable/ Uncontrollable/
Why bother so intensely to find the reason? / Believing that you only were afraid
to hurt me, / It was not your intention to lie to me/ Who'd do this if he truly
loved? / All you did was wake me up from dreaming/ I have declared happiness
won't come back/ I have used heartbreak and smiling to forgive / I have crossed
the point/ It's all good that I still have yesterday/ While tomorrow is mine/
Starting to understand/ Happiness is a choice. *read original
Chinese here , or Korean
here
Narcissa [DotDE 22]: A Mistake -Fiona Apple
I'm gonna make a mistake-/
I'm gonna do it on purpose/
I'm gonna waste my time/
Cuz I'm full as a tick/
And I'm scratching at the surface/
And what I find is mine/
And when the day is done, and I look back/
And the fact is I had fun, fumbling around/
All the advice I shunned, and I ran/
Where they told me not to run, but I sure/
Had fun, so/
I'm gonna fuck it up again/
I'm gonna do another detour/
Unpave my path/
And if you wanna make sense/
Whatcha looking at me for/
I'm no good at math/
And when I find my way back,/
The fact is I just may stay, or I may not/
I've acquired quite a taste/
For a well-made mistake/
I wanna mistake why can't I make a mistake?/
I'm always doing what I think I should/
Almost always doing everybody good/
Why-/
Do I wanna do right, of course but/
Do I really wanna feel I'm forced to/
Answer you, hell no/
I've acquired quite a taste/
For a well-made mistake, I wanna/
Make a mistake, why can't I make a mistake/
I'm always doing what I think I should/
Almost always doing everybody good/
Why-
Draco [DotDE 24]: My December –Linkin Park
This is my December/This is my time of the year/This is my December/This is
all so clear/This is my December/This is my snow covered home/This is my December/This
is me alone/And I/Just wish that/I didn't feel/Like there was/Something I missed/And
I/Take back all/The things I said/To make you/Feel like that/And I/Just wish
that/I didn't feel/Like there was/Something I missed/And I/Take back all the/Things
I said to you//And I give it all away/Just to have somewhere/To go to/Give it
all away/To have someone/To come home to/This is my December/These are my snow
covered dreams/This is me pretending/This is all I need/ This is all so clear
Draco and Laura [DotDE 24]: Naked and Sacred –Maria Naylor
Naked and Sacred/when im with you /i feel naked and sacred /and this world
can be so cold /i wanna hold u naked and sacred /till i grow old/what does love
mean/can love last /i ask myself these questions /haunted by the past/i walk
these city streets /i've known the victories and defeat/searching hoping just
barely coping/baby i wanna be good for you /i wanna be true /don’t know how
to live with myself /if i ever hurt you /since i met u /my life has changed
/i feel like a bird /thats been let out of its cage/ your hands heal me(healing
me)/your love feel me(feeling me)/when you go away(don’t go away)/your heart
is still in me/naked and sacred /
Kelly (of Harry) [DotDE 27]: Never Recover -The Cardigans
How I always memorize/Every single mystery/And I seem to glorify/Everything
inside of me/And the hero never dies/If the lover hides/Between the sheets/There's
no escape/'Cause you can't sleep/And then you'll see/Your just like me.../That's
what you called waste of time/I'll be waiting down the line/That's what you
called waste of time/Waiting for your valentine/That's what you called waste
of time/I know where you hero hides/That's why you don't sleep tonight/That's
what I call life/With a hero in the past/You hang onto history/Such a loss will
always last/And there's no recovery
Harry and Kelly/Snape and Siena [DotDE 28]: Take Me Now -Justin Timberlake
What you waiting for?/I know you're watching me/Hey boy, come on and take me
now/What you waiting for?/I know you're watching me/Hey boy, come on and take
me now/Can I talk to you for a minute/You've been looking all night for your
shining star/Well baby here I am, so why you waiting?/Step on over, let me show
you how bad you are/Just let me take the lead/All you gotta do is let your mind
be free/Lets hit the floor and cause a scene/Get real wet if you know what I
mean/What you say baby?/ (And she said)/Take me now/I'm hungry for your loving/(And
she said)/Show me how/You got me working, honey/(And she said)/Right now/I'm
hot just like an oven/ (And she said)/So take me now/Boy you make me feel like
I gotta dance/I feel good to you, you try to hide it/And I can tell by the way
you push up close to me/Your body temperature, is arising/Something's going
down as far as I can see/
Draco and Harry [DotDE 31]: War –The Cardigans
Oh, come crush me now/Don't leave/No one has won this war/This time/No, don't
sleep tonight/I'm hurt and ready for fire/Don't leave me up/Alarmed and ready
to die/ Come on, it's war, come on/Please, I'm almost done /Don't retreat/I've
loaded my gun/With blood, with.../Hear the dust roll over the floor/Why must
you sleep?/Come crush me now/I'm armed/And ready to die/ You look so peaceful
when you sleep/Beautiful creep/It's such an easy way to choose/You loose/
Draco (of Laura) [DotDE 31/32]: Enemy –Eve 6
I took a ride to meet an enemy/October light shown bright through the windshield/Right
into my eyes where I was silent riding shotgun/Chewing on some sugar free gum/
Parallel park and pay the meter/If I die before I leave tell her I'll never
leave her/I am fine just a little broken up/OK my nerves have never been so
shot/Can't get this shit off my mind/I just want to be alright/So just tell
me nothing's wrong/Then get undressed and spend the night/The autumn sun burning
logic in my brain/I'm asking why there is pleasure when there's pain/I'm here
to pay for my mistakes in a humiliating manner/If there is a next time I'll
cover up/I feel alone I feel shaky and uncertain/ A kind man shakes my hand
and draws the curtain/In a word he saves my life and then I exit out the enter
door and smile/I took a ride to meet an enemy/I faced a fear of mine and shivered
but didn't blink/I took a ride to meet an enemy to end all the madness/And now
I know that I'll be fine/I am fine/ Just want to be fine
Draco [DotDE 32]: Awake –Godsmack
Wait, another minute/can’t you see what this/pain has fuckin done to me/I’m
alive, I’m still kickin/what you can see I can’t see/and maybe, /you’ll think
before you speak/ I’m Alive, for you/I’m Awake, because of you/I’m Alive, told
you/I’m Awake, swallowing you/ Take another second/turn your back on me/and
make believe, /that your always happy/its safe to say, /your never alive/a big
part of you has died/and by the way/I hope your satisfied/Turn your back on
failing me/I’m taking a step back so I can breath,/Hear the silence about to
break,/Fear resistance when I’m awake/ turning your back on failing me/taking
a step back so I can breath/hear the silence about to break, /fear resistance
when I’m awake
Draco and Laura [DotDE 32]: Understanding -Evanescence
We wash it all away, we wish it all away, we hope it all away, can't cry it
all away. /The pain that grips you/The fear that binds you/Releases life in
me/In our mutual shame we hide our eyes/To blind them from the truth that finds
a way to who we are /Please don't be afraid/When the darkness fades away/The
dawn will break the silence screaming at our hearts/My love for you still grows/This
I do for you/Before I try to fight the truth my final time /We're supposed to
try to be real. We feel alone when we're not together, and that is real. /Can't
wash it all away/Can't wish it all away/Can't cry it all away/Can't scratch
it all away /Lying beside you/Listening to you breathe/The light that flows
inside of you burns inside of me/Hold and speak to me/Of love without a sound/Tell
me you will live through this and I will die for you/Cast me not away/Say you'll
be with me//For I know I cannot bear it all alone /You're not alone, honey,
Never. Never. /But the imprint is always there, nothing is ever really forgotten
/because I'm dying too
Laura (of Draco) [SIMaDE 5]: Haunted
–Evanescence
Long lost words whisper slowly to me /still can't find
what keeps me here /when all this time I’ve been so hollow inside /I know you're
still there /watching me wanting me /I can feel you pull me down /fearing you
loving you /I won't let you pull me down /hunting you I can smell you - alive
/your heart pounding in my head /watching me wanting me /I can feel you pull
me down /saving me raping me /watching me
Ginny (of Laura) [SIMaDE 6]: Her Secret –Tina Dickow
everyone stares / awkwardly drawn / they watch her pretend
to be as boring as she seems / I'm on my toes / I hang on her words / I ache
to reveal the dark potential in her dreams // so I tear her apart / 'cause I'm
curious to know what's inside her belly / I tear her apart / 'cause I'm curious
to know / yes I'm curious to know / what is inside // what is her secret / the
storm in her eyes / her disguise / the truth in her lies / what is her secret
/ it's breaking her down to the ground // the stain on her dress / the air heavy
with fear / every story her eyes can tell will lead you back to here // so you
tear her apart / 'cause you're curious to know what's inside her belly / you
tear her apart / 'cause you're curious to know / yes you're curious to know
/ what is inside // what is inside / what lies behind //
Laura (of Draco) [SIMaDE 10]: Your
Waste of Time –Tina Dickow
I've never seen you this restless before / so displeased
/ not the least bit ingrained where you are / I see you fade as your goals wear
you out / you add up / you sum up / what's attained so far / every minute is
precious to you / fall behind / back in line / wasting your time / I say the
end doesn't justify a thing / 'cause right now / what about now / couldn't I
clear out your mind // let me be your waste of time / I can be anything you
need / your demanding I will meet / if you want it / I bet you'll be begging
me for more / 'cause what I give you can't ignore / I assure you won't be bored
/ if you let me // you fear the day you wake up by my side / way too old / too
established to do as you please / when you please / afraid of all the regrets
you might have / why did I / didn't I / can't stop wondering why / no matter
how hard you try / you'll be sorry / your glory will fade / when you look back
/ but I promise you / you won't be missing out on a thing / take your time /
waste your time / let me clear out your mind // every second is precious to
you / how you strive / wait in line / to sign up / hasten through life / for
what / what for / for what / I say the end doesn't justify a thing / 'cause
right now / what about now / couldn't I clear out your mind //
Draco [SIMaDE 17]: Away from me
-Evanescence
I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll/I hide behind
a smile as this perfect plan unfolds/But oh, God, I feel like I’ve been lied
to/lost all faith in the things I have achieved/And I've woken now to find myself
in the shadows of all I have created/I want to be lost in you (away from this
place I have made)/ Won’t you take me away from me/Crawling through this world
as dis-ease flows through my veins/ I’m look into myself, but my own heart has
been changed/I can’t go on like this/ I loath all I’ve become/Lost in a dying
world, I reach for something warm/I have grown so weary of this lie I live/
Away from me
Laura (of Draco) [SIMaDE 17]: If I'd Sinned –Tina Dickow
If I'd had what you have / had been bad like you have /
heaven help me / if I'd lied like you lie / had the guts to deny / heaven help
me / if I'd lost my head / like you keep losing your head / heaven help me /
if I'd done what you've done / pushed erase and moved on / heaven help me out
// if I'd done what you've done / you would turn away / if I'd sinned like you've
sinned / you would choke with dismay / and you would wash your hands in the
disdain that feeds on your guilt / you would not find / silence leaves you blind
// I don't bite like you bite / heaven see me / I try hard to be real / I don't
hide what I feel / heaven see me / I can't tell when you fake / it don't show
when you break / heaven see me / I don't run from what I do / I can't run as
fast as you / heaven see me through // no you don't have to tell / there's no
need for us to dwell / I know that it makes no difference at all / the problem
that we face is that you cannot embrace / that it goes both ways // if I'd run
like you / if I'd lied like you / you would wash your hands // silence is a
choice / it doesn't buy you risk free neutrality / doesn't buy you off / it's
a statement and I never fail to catch your point / no I never fail to catch
your point //
Laura (of Draco) [SIMaDE 19]: Different
Tina Dickow
hear me out / I have to tell you something / your endless
hesitation wears me out / I know that's just who you are / you're quiet / but
all that I want / all that I need / is a little bit of honesty when it comes
to the matter of your inner wishes and wants / why is that such a problem for
you / hear me out / I really have to tell you / your calm preoccupation wears
me out / with all that you do and all that you say / it's a little bit too bizarre
/ you're not giving me one good reason to hold on //
won't you hear me / it's hard enough as it is / oh baby / you're so very / driving
me crazy / won't you hear me / it's hard enough as it is / oh baby / you make
me worry //
we have to try both you and I 'cause we are different / I let it show / you
have to know that I am different / it is up to you give me a clue / how are
you different / just reach out to me / just let me see // help me out / I really
need to know you / your casual concealments freak me out / what / you think
I can't tell / with all that I've heard / all that they say / it'd be a little
bit strange for you to say no / I reckon that's still a problem for you / ask
me out / you could help me on my way / some sense of empathy is one of those
fundamental things that anyone should know / yet every time and everywhere we
go / it feels as if I'm always two steps behind // how can you love me when you don't know me //
Laura [SIMaDE 22]: My Immortal –Evanescence
I’m so tired of being here /suppressed by all of my childish
fears /and if you have to leave /I wish that you would just leave /because your
presence still lingers here /and it won't leave me alone /these wounds won't
seem to heal /this pain is just too real /there's just too much that time cannot
erase /when you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears /when you'd scream I’d
fight away all of your fears /and I’ve held your hand through all of these years
/but you still have all of me /you used to captivate me /by your resonating
light /but now I’m bound by the life you left behind /your face it haunts my
once pleasant dreams /your voice it chased away all the sanity in me /these
wounds won't seem to heal /this pain is just too real /there's just too much
that time cannot erase /when you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears /when
you'd scream I’d fight away all of your fears /and I’ve held your hand through
all of these years /but you still have all of me /
Laura [SIMaDE 22]: Forever –Tina Dickow
forever / I could search for words / and nothing I would
find / forever / I could seek your truth / and nothing you'd reveal // so now
I must leave while I can / while I'm still in one piece / either way I will
be lonely / and maybe you'll see what I meant / maybe it's not much / maybe
/ we'll see // forever / I could await your call / and nothing I would hear
/ and never / would I find peace / with you // maybe you'll see that you needn't
be frightened / you can do better / you know better / should I find courage
to keep on pushing you / maybe you'd open / who am I fooling / forever //
Laura [SIMaDE 23]: Bartender -Keri Noble
Bartender, another and make it a double/
I can’t go home, I’m in some kind of trouble/
What started so innocently turned to sin/
I can’t get out, I am too deep in/
Have you ever had everything you’d ever wanted/
A good life, good friends and a loving companion/
Take a hard look and pay real close attention/
I threw it all away with reckless abandon/
On a pair of caramel eyes/
I found out how quickly I learned to lie/
Don’t judge me ’til you’ve walked a mile in my shoes/
Things aren’t always as they seem/
Being with him was like falling asleep/
Going home was like waking from some kind of dream/
The kind that you hope never ends/
But real life is not something I can suspend
Draco and Laura [SIMaDE 24]: Taking Over Me –Evanescence
You don't remember me but I remember you /I lie awake and try so hard not
to think of you /but who can decide what they dream? /and dream I do... /I believe
in you /I’ll give up everything just to find you /I have to be with you to live
to breathe /you're taking over me /have you forgotten all I know /and all we
had? /you saw me mourning my love for you /and touched my hand /I knew you loved
me then /I believe in you /I’ll give up everything just to find you / I have
to be with you to live to breathe /you're taking over me /I look in the mirror
and see your face /if I look deep enough /so many things inside that are just
like you are taking over *suggested by ilovesporks
Harry (of Laura) [SIMaDE 26]: More –Tina Dickow
don't misunderstand me now / but when people saw a match
in you and I / I always wondered why / I always thought we were the strangest
combination / heat and cold / obedience versus defy / but I kinda figured I'd
take one day at a time / may as well try / before we said goodbye / but now
I realise you've sneaked up on my heart / and left me loving you / this time
I can't deny // I have never needed you like this before / now I don't waste
my energy on doubts no more // all of a sudden it seems obvious that this was
meant to be / they saw through you and me / they saw that underneath that arrogance
of yours / I'd find a fragile heart as loving as can be / I know I've let you
down a hundred times before / I'd sometimes flee / I'm sorry that's just me
/ but you've convinced me with the strength of this pure love / and now it's
my turn to set in to make you see // did I push you away with my doubts / when
I left you lonely then / not knowing when we'd meet again / did I hesitate too
long / has your love given up on me / ready now to let it be // I have never
needed you like this before / and what it is you're giving me / I just want
more //
Hayden and Ariana [SIMaDE 29]: My Last Breath –Evanescence
Hold on to me love /you know I can't stay long /all I wanted to say was
I love you and I’m not afraid /can you hear me? /can you feel me in your arms?
/holding my last breath /safe inside myself /are all my thoughts of you /sweet
ruptured light it ends here tonight /I’ll miss the winter /a world of fragile
things /look for me in the white forest /hiding in a hollow tree (come find
me) /I know you hear me /I can taste it in your tears /closing your eyes to
disappear /you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth /no one's there /say goodnight /don't
be afraid /calling me calling me as you fade to black/
Aedan [SIMaDE 31/34]: Fields of Innocence –Evanescence
I still remember the world/From the eyes of a child/Slowly those feelings/are
clouded by what I know now/Where has my heart gone/An uneven trade for the real
world/I lied I want to go back to/Believing in everything and knowing nothing
at all/I still remember the sun/Always warm on my back/Somehow it seems cold
and numb/Where has my heart gone/Trapped in the eyes of a stranger/I lied i
want to go back to/Believing in everything
Aedan [SIMaDE 34]: Still Frame -Trapt
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down/ this picture's frozen and I can't
get out (of here)/ Believe me/ I'm just as lost as you And every time I think
I've finally made it I learn I'm farther away than I've ever been before/ I
see the clock and it's ticking away/ and the hourglass empty/ What the fuck
do I have to say/ Keep it inside the image portrayed/ As if I couldn't stand
losing as if I couldn't be saved/ no way/ A small confession I think I'm starting
to lose it I think/ I'm drifting away from the people I really need/ A small
reflection on when we were younger/ We had it all figured 'cause we had everything
covered/ Now we're older it's getting harder to see/ What this future will hold
for us/ What the fuck are we going to be?/ I'm afraid I'm falling farther away
(from where I want to be)
Aedan [SIMaDE 34] New Beginning - Trapt
The pressure is building/ I want to break away/ Motivation
is lacking the point starts to fade/ I look to the bottom still empty still
the same/ I'm waiting for something to show me the way/ To the path that I should
take/ it's just too real to go ahead and fake/ Every step that I make/ Name
your price/ I would give anything/ I want to start over again/ What do I want
I have nothing to say/ Whatever it is I want it today/ Do we choose our own
ground/ Do we choose to stay/ Well I've seen too many throw it away/ Do I see
just one small chance to be myself to try and make it last/ Every step that
I take
Ariana [SIMaDE 35]: Get Mine, Get Yours -Christina Aguilera
Baby you pretend that things/Ain't what they seem/All this
tension on titling/Just exactly what we should be/Now I don't mind us being/Some
kinda casual thing/Listen all I want to do for now is/Have you come and take
all of me/Can you/Put your hands on my waistline/Want your skin up against mine/Move
my hips to the baseline/Let me get mine, you get yours/Hang a please don't disturb
sign/Put my back into a slow grind/Running chills up and down my spine/Let me
get mine, you get yours/If you see me with a man/Understand that you can't question
me/The feelings that you caught, ain't my fault/Can't help your jealousy/If
you can handle the fact that what we have/Has got to be commitment free/Then
we can keep this undercover loving, coming/Hidden underneath the sheets/So come
on and freak my body/We can get nasty, naughty/All night a private party/It
ain't about the kissing and hugging/'Cause this is a physical loving/Straight
sweating, our bodies are rubbing/Gotta hit that spot just right/Work me like
a 9 to 5/We have a physical thing /We make love, but don't fall in love/We spend
time, just enough/So you get yours, and I get mine/No strings attached/I want
your body/Not your heart/Come here/Don't be shy/I won't bite
Aedan [SIMaDE 35] Echo -Trapt
I think about your face/ And how I fall into your eyes/
The outline that I trace/ Around the one that I call mine/ Time that called
for space/ Unclear where you drew the line I don't need to solve this case/
And I don't need to look behind/ Close my eyes/ Let the whole thing pass me
by/ There is no time/ To waste asking why/ So I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go of this pride/ Until this echo in my mind/ Before this echo
can subside/ Do I expect to change/ The past I hold inside/ With all the words
I say/ Repeating over in my mind/ Some things you can't erase/ No matter how
hard you try/ An exit to escape/ Is all there is left to find
Aedan [SIMaDE 36] Farther Away -Evanescence
I took their smiles and I made them mine. / I,I sold my soul just to hide the
light. / And now I see what I really am, / A thief, a whore, and a liar. / I
run to you, / Call out your name, / I see you there, father away. / I'm numb
to you - numb and deaf and blind. / You give me all but the reason why. / I
reach but I feel only air at night. / Not you, not love, just nothing. / I run
to you, / Call out your name, / I see you there, father away. / Try to forget
you, / But without you I feel nothing. / Don't leave me here, by myself. / I
can't breathe. / I run to you, / Call out your name, / I see you there, father
away.
Aedan [SIMaDE 36] Missing -Evanescence
Please, please forgive me,/ But I won't be home again./ Maybe someday you'll
look up,/ And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?"/
You won't cry for my absence, I know -/You forgot me long ago./ Am I that unimportant...?/
Am I so insignificant...?/ Isn't something missing?/ Isn't someone missing me?/
Even though I'm the sacrifice,/ You won't try for me, not now./ Though I'd die
to know you love me,/ I'm all alone./ Isn't someone missing me?/ Please, please
forgive me,/ But I won't be home again./ I know what you do to yourself,/ Shudder
deep and cry out: "Isn't something missing?/Isn't someone missing me?"/ And
if I bleed--I'll bleed,/ Knowing you don't care./ And if I sleep just to dream
of you/ I'll wake without you there,/ Isn't something missing?/ Isn't something...
Ariana (of Aedan) [SIMaDE 37] Where Will You Go -Evanescence
You're too important for anyone / There's something wrong with everything you
see / But I, I know who you really are / You're the one who cries when you're
alone / But where will you go / With no one left to save you from yourself /
You can't escape / You can't escape / You think that I can't see right through
your eyes / Scared to death to face reality / No one seems to hear your hidden
cries / You're left to face yourself alone / You can't escape the truth / I
realize you're afraid / But you can't abandon everyone You can't escape / You
don't want to escape / I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
/Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone /I can hear
you in a whisper / But you can't even hear me screaming / But you can't reject
the whole world / You can't escape / You won't escape / You can't escape / You
don't want to escape
Aedan (of Caroline) [SIMaDE 38] Anything for you -Evanescence
I'd give anything to give me to you/ Can you forget the world that you thought
you knew/ If you want me, Come and find me / Nothing's stopping you so please
release me/ I'll believe/ All your lies/ Just pretend you love me/ Make believe
/ Close your eyes/ I'll be anything for you/ Have you left to make me feel anymore/
There's only you and everyday I need more/ If you want me/ Come and find me/
Ill do anything you say just tell me/ Anything for you/ I'll become your earth
and sky/ Forever never die/ I'll be, everything you need